So many times I had been to my G.P, got prescriptions and ended up talking endlessly to my psychologist. But nothing seemed to help, nothing seemed to change for me.
My physical condition got worse, I paid a lot of visits to my G.P. , had many check ups, without any results.
People around me said it was just in my head.
I felt weaker and weaker, disappointed in myself, ashamed.
I am supposed to be a strong woman, it made me feel really lonely, unseen, broken, unloved, ashamed 💔
At some point, I even had thoughts of ending my misery, although I was scared to say them out loud. I felt so ashamed 😢